Problems with Love?

I know this sounds weird, but it seems that I make strong emotional relationships with adults. Most of the time it is with women. I think i am trying to replace my mother's (lack) of love. Since my mom was abusive and didn't love me, I try to get other adult women to love me..replacing the love that my mom still hasn't shown me. Even if that particular woman doesn't that I'm trying to do that..I almost have a mother-to-daughter with some of my teachers. Sometimes I even have dreams about my teachers or celeberties being my mom. (i make the same connections with celeberities that i do with my teachers, even if i have never meet them) I feel as if I'm going crazy trying to replace love that was lost because I know for a teenage girl, love from her mother is important. Although I have a step-mom, that I call mom, it doesn't feel the same. I love my mom (step-mom) sooo much and i would never want to loose her, but I can't get rid of this feeling!! Do I have problems with love?