Obsessed!!!???

Again with my parents divorce, I think it has had a HUGE emotional toll on me. Although I never show my feelings to my family, I know it has. If you have read my previous posts, you would know that one of the things (emotionally) that has changed about me is my relationships with adults. What I am trying to do is replace my mothers love, well I have found something else that it "wrong" with me. I get obsessed with things very ,very easily. I don't get it! It is almost as if I make "special" bonds with TV shows. I make connections with the characters, almost as if they are part of my family. I can no help it!! My friends think I'm weird for doing it, but none of them get it. The TV show that i have recently been addicted to would be The Nanny. Immediately, I feel in love with the character of Fran Fine. Her voice, her clothes, her overall personality!! That got me interested in Fran Drescher, who plays Fran Fine. Now I'm obsessed with Fran Drescher..I love her! I know everything about her now. I feel like I'm some kind of freak!! It's almost as if my brain thinks of her as my mother! I have dreams with her in them all the time, and it's getting old. I don't know how to stop being obsessed with her, her TV show, or anything else that I get obsessed over these days!! I am sooo OBSESSED!!!!