1 Up and Millions of Downs!

Life is full of ups and downs..mine is full of 1 up and a million downs! My parents are divorced, my dad is married to my mom's (EX) best friend, my mom was dating my dad's (EX) employee, and my mom is a lunitic. If that is not enough, I am 13 and have already been to court!! The only up in my life was getting temporary full custody with my dad and step-mom. That was all I looked foward to for 3 years! Plus, my mom is depressed, in denial, and an abusive mother. I don't even call her mom anymore, i call her by her first name. She has pushed me down the stairs, slaped me on the face, pushed me on the floor, and has called me or said these words to me or in front of me. Bi*ch, a*s(hole), fu*k, sh*t, slut, prostitute, skank, trashy, and whore. Many other times, including my 13th birthday, the police have been called on her by her (EX) friends because she owes them money or has done something horribly worng. I ofen think about my life as a chance to use my spy skills and a chance to grown and becoming a better person. I think of my life as a good thing because God has a special plan for me..i hope!!